what's eating?

My next play will run next month. then ... we are doing rehearsal every week end.
Next play is restage of 5th performance.
We have almost renewal member and rewriting script, it like a new stage.
I play same role in it. but I forgot almost lines of course.
then we have to rehearsal hard.

I have to make some original products for it.
flyer, ticket, and T shirt and more.
I like this work, but,,, I feel pressed so much now....

My old friend suicided. She is one of my friends from high school.
She struggle with depression since after graduate from high school.
Actually I met her only once or twice after graduate. coz... I .. I don't wanna see old friends... any time.
When I get a phone from other friend, I thought she call me about the reunion. then I answered her in a bright voice, coz I don't wanna go the reunion.
but she didn't inform me the reunion.
I.. I can't understand what it mean yet.
I thought I may don't meet her anymore. but it's different, definitely different don't and can't.
I don't know latest her. if I remind her, she was high school girl. healthy, bright, a little bit cynical.
surely. no shit. I can't say anymore.
we were a team. we... actually not close but definitely team... used to.
may her soul rest in peace.

It's common saying.

Our next play that reading, singing, and picture at a planetarium will go this weekend.
we have the last rehearsal on this Wednesday. Our stage director said that this show mostly complete work.
I think so. I'm looking forward to see it on the planetarium. actually I wanna be a audience this show.
phew... I want audience to enjoy our show. want them to bring many dream to them house.

I made many product for this show. T shirt, pamphlet. cd -I made booklet and cover- and a special site of the cd.
I want buyer to enjoy them.

rain rain rain.,,
I don't hate rain actually, but kotaro seem hates it.
coz .. when it rain, he can't go out.

anyway, a total solar eclipse will occur at the kagoshima on next month.
I wanna see it sooooo much, but it cost a packet... then... I gonna buy a observation glass, and try to see at tokyo.

phew... I have to make a publishing, and direct voice date of web radio, and build up new radio site until this week end.....
oooooOOOooOOOOoOoOoooooo....
oh oh oh ...
I slept well last night,,,, then... I have to start working right now.....
aaaaaaaaa
ok. after change clothes, I will start it... (actually I wear a pajama yet)

I attended my friend's farewell party last night.
she will be back her home town.. ooita next week. Ooita is very far from here. maybe she doesn't come here easily..
I was so surprised to hear it at first. coz... it's means break up.
when I got this information I just happen to mail to him, then I asked him without thinking.
He answered me that yes, we broke up.
They seem best couple. but, I knew they didn't go well recently... phew....
Only thing that I can do for her, just pray good luck.

We will put on next performance on July 11,12. Then we have a rehearsal every week end.
I have some day off in weekday, but my hubby don't have. He seem be tired ^^;
fortunately, today is his and my day off.

But, we have to do many thing.... I have to make many products and he have to write a script of next play.
then. we decided to spend all day doing that each other and relaxing today.

We got up late... after noon. coz , we awaked too late last night..
After drinking a coffee latte, we went to a soba-restaurant for lunch.

then, I started work and he is having a bath now.

I think it's not bad day off..

We have a plan to go to our friend's house and to recording a web radio at this night.
I have to finish one of my work until going out.

Today I don't have any jobs at noon. I will go out at 5 p.m.
phuuu.. I'm relaxing now.

We had fideua this lunch. fideua again! ^^; actually... I give myself up to it.
It's easy, quickly, and delicious.

It's hot day today.... like midsummer.
Summer is hot and high humidity in here..japan.
yeah,,, really muggy >_< I hate summer weather... even I was born on august.

My dog is in the season of fall his hair. he like a marble color dog now.
He hate brushing.. then brushing him is sooooo hard wok for us.
we had... some scrutches.

I went to parents house for helping mother today.
what for .... it was building web site.
My parents are member of a chorus group, and my mom is administer the site of this group.
then, sometime I help her.

I arrived over 2 o'clock. we didn't have lunch yet, then firstly I cooked our lunch.
I cooked "Fideua". Fideua is like paella that made of pasta.
It's delicious but so easy and quickly. then we could eat without waiting long time. My parents seemed to like it. I was happy.

after few hours late, I cooked carry with mom for dinner.

I... I seemed to go to cook today.
mmm, ah, It's ok. they seemed so happy.

Actually I have some action items.
but.... but ... I can't decide to do..... I'm indisposition...
uhhh

uh? a dog that living in the apartment above is howling for a long time.. what's eating him?
sounds sad and lonely.
Did he something wrong?　then be barred? ^^;

When my dog heard his voice, he seems to worry about him.

I started this blog now.
maybe I can't post everyday. I .. wanna just murmur.